Jazzy J

Jazzy J

Friday, December 17, 2010

33 Weeks

Well, we've made it 33 weeks! yippee! Every day is important and we've been doing all we can to try to keep this girl inside! I had a doctor appointment Wednesday and we got to see Little Mo on the ultrasound. (She may hate me for calling her "Mo" but it just kinda came out when I was referring to her one day and I guess I can do it until she can voice her opinion otherwise).

heehee.

You know I have to come up with a nickname for just about everybody. And I can just picture a cute little snuggly Moriah as a "Mo" sometimes.

According to the ultrasound, she continues to be a mover and a shaker, has a good heart rate (146 this time), is still a girl, and she continues to put her hand up in front of her face (like she did during the previous ultrasound-- like she's shielding herself or hiding)....is it possible the offspring of Billy and myself might be SHY?!?!...and of course she's just the cutest little infant/alien creature ; ) (Don't lie: You know how those ultrasound pics can be)!

In all seriousness, we can't wait to meet our beautiful baby girl and we are just continuing to pray for God's perfect timing for her arrival. We are so grateful for the help and support of family and friends for everything....Mom and Shanna came and helped clean house, do laundry, and did some arranging in her room, we've had food brought by Sunday School friends, Sarai, and Barbi....Lots of messages and texts and words of encouragement, and of course Billy gets major kudos for continuing on his run for the Husband/Nurse of the Year trophy!

Here are the highlights from Week 33:

Pregnancy Highlights:
How Far Along: 33 Weeks
Size of baby: Baby measured 4.2 lbs on the ultrasound Wednesday! Yay!
Maternity Clothes: Almost everything I wear at this point is maternity. I particularly love a pair of black yoga maternity pants I've worn almost daily on my bedrest stint!
Gender: It's a girl!!! Moriah Grace Allen (Sonographer confirmed she's "still" a girl during ultrasound).
Movement: She's still active especially in the evenings..moved a ton during ultrasound!
Sleep: Sleep is on and off these days...one night it will be good, the next night awful. It doesn't help when you have to get up to pee 7 times in one night! Yes I said 7! I counted.
What I miss: putting on my own shoes, being able to walk/exercise, sleeping on my back, getting out of the house...but i wouldn't trade this for the world!!!!
Cravings: yogurt, fruit, chocolate shakes, hot chips this week
Symptoms: Cervix is continuing to shorten, and still having some contractions here & there
Best Moment this week: Seeing Mo on the ultrasound Wednesday!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

A Little Weekend Getaway to ETMC

We are so glad to be back home! Praise the Lord!

Prepare for length as I'm trying to document what happened before I forget. Who knows, Moriah may actually care to know one day what all shenanigans she was involved in before she ever even entered the world. Then again she may not but I'm doing it anyway!

Friday morning, while in a meeting at school, I finally got the call about my test results (yes I had my cell phone sitting right by a window sill so I'd hear it if it rang). It turns out that the "FFN test" I took Tuesday was positive (dang), so they wanted me to go to the hospital to have the test taken again to make sure it wasn't a false positive. Billy and I left school and headed for ETMC, thinking I would take the test and then possibly be released if it was negative, and maybe stay a few hours to be monitored if it was positive.

Side Note: I will say it was less unnerving this time going to the hospital since it was our 2nd time around and I knew a little bit more about what to expect. I'm thinking by the time Moriah actually comes we'll be pros with the ETMC system!--where it's best to get dropped off, the cheapest places to park, where to get checked in, where the Labor & Delivery rooms are, we know several of the nurses, what to expect with the monitors, what not to order from the cafeteria, etc. (All this was so foreign the first time I had to go to the hospital, so these added familiarities the 2nd time around were helpful with the overall "anxiety potential" of the situation)!

Ok, so we got to the hospital, checked in, got in my room, and I put on my lovely gown with the two big drooping holes in the front--I'm guessing for "easier access" for breastfeeding (who has boobs that long and low I have no idea?!...it seems as though the gowns are made for 90 year olds who are planning on breastfeeding...note to self: bring my own gown next time). The nurse came in shortly thereafter and took another sample for the Ffn test. I gave her a "friendly reminder" to please not check my cervix (as that was what started the Bleeding Incident of 2010 last time) and she said "Oh don't worry, I've been quadruply reminded not to do that." Oops- hope I didn't offend her. Guess my Dr. had given her the message loud and clear)

FYI, I'm really not sure how to spell "quadruply/quadrupaly/quadrupoly?"


The Doctor (not my doctor, but the one on-call from the clinic where my Doctor works-who I loved by the way) came in a couple hours later and gave me the news that the FFN test was positive (again). Dang. She then said she wanted to check my cervix (carefully) and see how that was "holding up." Well, those results turned out not to be too promising either, in terms of getting out of the hospital. My cervix (which is basically the "cork" between one's uterus and vagina) had shortened from a measurement of 4 last week to a 1.9 Friday. She said it could hold up for another 5 weeks or "go out tomorrow." So no, I wouldn't be going home, I would need to stay the night. With the positive FFN test plus the cervix at a 1.9, I was in the 70-80% chance of going into "preterm labor" (labor prior to 37 weeks). Just in case that were to happen, she wanted to give me a steroid shot Friday afternoon and one more in 24 hours and I'd be released on Saturday after the 2nd shot . If the baby were to come early, the one thing that is usually not developed all the way is the lungs, and the steroid shots would give those a boost. She wanted to do the shots just in case. The good thing was, she was very pleased I had no more bleeding and no contractions so far!!! YAY!

The contractions came early Saturday morning. (seriously can this be happening?!) Apparently I was having them every 3-4 mins from about 4am to 8am. I remember feeling pressure "down low" and achy throughout the night and not sleeping too well, but didn't realize I was having regular contractions! The doctor came in about 9:30am Saturday to see me and re-assess the situation. She wasn't too happy about the contractions and decided I should stay another night. The first of several steps they can take when trying to stop contractions is to give you an IV and see if getting you hydrated will help. After pumping that IV through me in lightning-speed, (my arm was literally cold from the fluid coming in so fast), the contractions miraculously stopped. Woohoo! I had a few here and there Saturday but they were scattered and far between.

Other highlights for Saturday included: getting moved up to a much bigger room, getting taken on a "date" (a roll around the hospital in my snazzy wheelchair to the vending machine & skywalk, which was my first time out of the room in 24 hours), some great company (Mom, Dad, Ryan, Shanna, Kyleigh, Brayden, Karsyn, Brent & Sarai all came that night), and last but not least, a lovely little Ambien pill that helped me sleep much better Saturday night.

Apparently I slept so good with the lovely Ambien pill, that I slept right through the contractions that came in the wee hours Sunday morning (sigh). More regular contractions for several hours.  I wasn't sure if the doctor was gonna let me go home after this 2nd round of contractions, but after another IV they stopped. The doctor came in about 10:00am this morning and told me she thinks I must just get dehydrated in the night which stirs up the contractions and I should be ok if I just make sure and hydrate good in the mornings...and then she said the magic words..."YOU GET TO GO HOME!"

If anything, being on bedrest at the hospital made being on bedrest at home seem awesome! (well maybe not awesome but alot better than I originally thought). So here's the deal...I'm on modified bedrest....meaning I can sit on the couch or lay down but no walking around, being up or out and about, no going shopping-not even if I ride a Little Rascal-I already asked, no going to work, no sex (dang), etc.

The good news is that if I make it until 35 weeks (which will be Friday December 31st) I can be off bedrest from that point on. Because at that stage they don't care if she comes or not! So, my plans to run the New Years Day Marathon are still on! (Oh I kid!!!). No marathons for me, but I will be able to resume normal activity and go back to work after the Christmas holidays! And as if we didn't know how smart God was already, can you believe that although I have to be on bedrest for 3 straight weeks, 2 of those weeks we already have off from work?! So thank goodness I'll only have to "take off" 5 workdays out of the 15 I'll have off. He is so good and His timing is impeccable.

Ok, if you've made it this far I would like to congratulate you. I would also like to say that my husband, Billy Allen, has been so wonderful through all of this. He stayed with me the whole time and was there to offer support, help, and of course some laughs throughout the entire stay. His new name is "Nursey Billy Nightingale" thanks to Aunt Barbara. Lastly, thank you for all the prayers, love, good thoughts, and encouragement sent our way! Have a great week. I'll try to get some more pics up here soon. Much love to each of you!

32 Weeks

Well, I hit the 32 week mark while in the hospital Friday, so this is a little late! In some ways it seems like I've been pregnant for a looonnng time, but in other ways, I can't believe it's been 32 weeks already! Just hoping we make it a few more : )

Pregnancy Highlights:
How Far Along: 32 Weeks
Size of baby: Baby is about 3.75 lbs and 16.7 inches long (according to Babycenter.com's info on 32 week olds, not actual measurements of Moriah).
Maternity Clothes: Almost everything I wear at this point is maternity.
Gender: It's a girl!!! Moriah Grace Allen
Movement: She's still active especially in the evenings
Sleep: I'm sleeping alright although I didn't sleep so good in the hospital to be honest...that ambien on the 2nd night really helped, though!
What I miss: putting on my own shoes, being able to walk/exercise, sleeping on my back...but i wouldn't trade this for the world!
Cravings: yogurt, fruit, chocolate shakes, hot chips this week
Symptoms: apparently i'm positive for the FFN hormone, cervix is continuing to shorten, and started some regular contractions this weekend, which they were able to stop at the hospital
Best Moment this week: Getting released from the hospital this morning!

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Still waiting

No news from the doctor today. The nurse called me and said the test results weren't back yet. Hopefully we will find out something before they close early tomorrow...

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Waiting

I had a doctor's appointment yesterday...Billy had to be at a training and so Mom surprised me and showed up for it. Just love her. Pretty uneventful appointment...(which I have no problem with!)....The doc did the FFN test on me as well as some bloodwork. I should hear back tomorrow about those. Moriah's heartbeat was 140 which is the usual for her. She was measuring right at 31 weeks which is exactly where she needs to be.

Will post if I get any news tomorrow about the FFN test or the bloodwork....(the FFN test is the "fetal fibronectin" test which checks to see if I'm at risk for going into preterm labor).

Have a great afternoon! Stay warm!

Friday, December 3, 2010

31 Weeks

(I got this idea off of the Kelly's Korner blog and thought it may be neat to do...)

I'm 31 weeks!

Pregnancy Highlights:
How Far Along: 31 Weeks
Size of baby: Baby is about 3.3 lbs this week (think 4 navel oranges) and 16 inches long
Total Weight Gain/Loss: Gained 21 lbs (zoinks!)
Maternity Clothes: Almost everything I wear at this point is maternity.
Gender: It's a girl!!! Moriah Grace Allen
Movement: I've been feeling her a lot lately-many pronounced movements especially at night!
Sleep: I'm sleeping alright...have to use 3 different pillows-1 for head, 1 for tummy, 1 between knees!
What I miss: maybe sleeping on my back? being able to tan just a little so i'm not so pale!
Cravings: yogurt, fruit, baked potatoes, chocolate shakes
Symptoms: just a couple little issues this past week, slight swelling in hands, few headaches, itchy tummy at times..it's really not too bad!
Best Moment this week: Getting off bed rest!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Focal Point...


They told us in our childbirth class that I would need to think about bringing a "focal point" with me to the hospital when I was in labor...You know, something such as an object or picture that I can stay focused on through the contractions...This item will be needed to help provide me with the motivation and strength I need to propel me through apparently some of the worst pain I've ever felt....hmmmm...that got me to thinking.

For one thing, I'm trying not to put too much emphasis or pressure on myself for thinking of just the right "focal point item." Because in all actuality, I'm going to be calling on the name of Jesus to get me through! I realize this object is not going to be any source of magic or miracle strength. But I'm a symbolic person and I do think it may help to have something there that gives me an extra "pick me up." (I also hear the epidural can be quite the "pick me up" as well so don't think I've forgotten about that!).

I thought about a prayer box bracelet that a friend gave me last year when we were still waiting on God's timing to get pregnant. There's also another bracelet my principal gave me that says "All things are possible..." Both of those are very meaningful to me...However, I have a feeling I'm not going to want any jewelry on during this experience....I thought about writing a meaningful saying on a piece of posterboard with bright markers and taping it to the ceiling or far wall (if they'd let me). But what would it say? "This too shall pass?" "Don't quit?"....I don't know, the sign may just aggravate me. I have a picture of Moriah's ultrasound at 20 weeks but it's pretty small so I don't think I would see it....

Who knows, perhaps all this pondering about a focal point is really meaningless because I may care less when we actually get down to the nitty gritty of things. I guess it would be hard to see it through clinched eyes, tears, and trying to breathe. What about you? Did any of you find a focal point helpful or is it really fruitless? Any suggestions?